six weeks and acouple of days to go
this is a confirmation to myself of what i intend to do. this is the begining of the ramp up, the escalation
if i have enough dicipline to force my obessions into actions, to keep myself uncomfortable, hungry and focused. endure past the naseua and pain
then all i have to do is just showup on gameday, and everything i want will happen.....
what have you done today?
Dude... You talk about "discipline," and "action," and "hungry," and "focused."
ReplyDeleteI sit around all day thinking about beer. Not much discipline, action, hunger or focus in my life these days... But I'm happy!
thats me most of the time....but i feel i'm 'onto something' here, and I'm desperate to keep myself focused for once, at least until this fantasy plays out.....
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